its a very nice photo isn't it? :)
i really liked this pic, its not because its tiny..haha..i just loved how it was captured its perfect for me.. :) He told me this was taken when he was in army before..:)

unfortunately, i used this pic as my desktop background..hahah
ssshhh..hahah

YAH!I'M THE SADDEST PERSON TODAY! :(

after taking my lunch, i go straight to my laptop..and checked something..Tiny messaged me..."unsay ayo diha" i told him "happy easter" and he told me something that drives me crazy! "naabot na ang result! i passed!"..and i replied "really?!!"
and a sad face again..and there he goes keep on telling me ok lang oi...hahay..i really dont understand what i felt at that moment..I was kinda happy coz he passed his test and at the same time i was sad..the next thing he told me was "i have to pack,im leaving!"...What the F*ck!!!...all i said was"wwwwhhhhaaaaaaatttttttt???!!!"he said Yes...so he called me..he gave the phone to his cousin, these guys are drunk!!!..then I talked with his cousin (tagalog pajud!)..he interviewed me..LOL..He told me nag lingaw lingaw daw sila because of his coming back to camp!they were so happy and his cousin was right and told me "wala tayong magagawa gusto nya"..He told me tiny is busy packing his stuff ang his uniforms :(..he even told me tiny has lots of guns..LOL..but naay license..he didnt even understand ngano si tiny ganahan kay mag ingon ana.."ang gusto ni tiny action ba"he told me that..siya daw dugay na unta siya sa States wala man siya mag huna huna ug ingon ana.."ewan ko sa kanya bat gusto nya talaga,eh wala talaga tayong magagawa"..He even told me "i dont know what confused him" and i asked "about what?" he told me"meron yata sinabi si ike sa kanya,hindi ko alam kung ano."hahah..i knew it what makes him confused...At first before he called me..he told me he knows na everything ike told him..i told ike about it man kato naka chat mi..si ike sad ni sulti sad ni ana pa na di daw siya mo saba! its between the two of us!LOL..and look...and he told me he already figured it out he traced everything from the picture katong naa iyang name sa sand,sa akong mga status messages and sa mga offline messages..at last naka gets na jud intawn!!hahha...he keeps on asking sad
"ngano diay?"he doesnt get it daw..hello!even i dont know why!!is it a fault when we fall for someone?!!nyahahah...mao to nag talk nami about ana he told me he doesnt want to be a traitor to my BF and me...i undersatnd..and then he told me.."sa tinood lang adz i really liked you before"and all i did was gi baliwala lang nako cya..i agree what he said ako lang siya gi baliwala..because at tjat time i dont know if sila pa ni maureen and i think si juviel di sad siya ganahn murag i think gani mao to gi awayan namo ni juviel..wa man ko idea ato..coz before we had this band called FAKE..wahahah..lol..didto nami nag start ni tiny..mao to we recalled the past and he told me he was busted!!AAwwww my ear hurts!he really had a loud voice when he said that word..."BUSTED!"and he told me ok lang oi...and "i told him im not showy at that time" and explained to him and i even told him "ni kalit man sad ka ka wala gud"and now kasabot na daw siya he felt the same way before..he dont really understand why.."i told him and now its happening again, you'll be gone for how many years!:("same as before gihapon..hahay... he was really drunk when we talked same as his cousin..ma klaro na sa tingog hubag na jud..we ended our talk coz his out of his mind na I ended our call,dropped the phone and leaved him an offline message..well hopefully that will not be our last talk..coz his cousin told me he'll be leaving next month pa..and i asked him when jud, he keeps it as a secret he just told me he'll just call or leave an offline message..hahay sabot lang sad ko kay hubaog naman...

now, i keep on listening to your guardian angel by red jumpsuit aparratus,he told me mao na iyang theme song kato naa siya sa army before...it reminds me of him :( and same thing with far away na song by nickelback..it fits for us both...

this was taken last Thursday, April 9, 2009 at Cebu Beach Club..

I told you..I can't get him out of my head ;-P

He already seen this pic..but still he didnt get it..hahah..ok lang

he was even shocked..hahahah

During this day i left him an offline message before i left :

"my aunt just called and told me to go to their house, chat you later." We haven't chatted each other the night before and also when got home..no offline message!!!..Crap!i was expecting though..hahaha..but sad to say wala...i was wondering why...
The next day, his on YM na he sent me a message..and told me "sorry ha karon pa ko, unsa may ayo diha?,nag unsa ka?"I was really smiling and it reached my ears..hahahah...And he told me he went to Florida to have his PT for the army thing and then after he went straight to work..He was really excited for the result and so with his mom!!and for me..NNNNOOOO!!!!! :(..and then again i keep on frowning..hahah..he keeps on telling me "ok ra oi"and i said "no!it's not"..He was also anxious at that time for his result coz he told me that one of his knees is injured!..haha at least theres one thing i was happy..hahah..he told me "wala pa gni sure kung maka pasar"..I told him why he needs to go there..his life in Savannah is good..He just replied its because of his friends, coz there was one time his friends from the camp visited him on his house and asked him if he wants to go back..He told me na igo cya sa iyang ego thats why..Well theres nothing i can do but wait if his gonna pass his PT.. :)

yep! thats TINY! :)

hhhaaayyy my long lost friend...a special friend actually :) We had a past man sad..hehhe..way back when i was in my fourth year high school.We started chatted on March 31, 2009.We had a good time chatting each other kay at that time 2PM pa iyang work and 2AM sa ato-a..If I'm not mistaken nag webcam siya ato and morning to sa ila and gabie sa ato-a,dugayan man sad ni matug..That was the first time kita ko nya balik :)..heheh..His at Savannah,Georgia diay..Then, I asked him a favor if ok lang can i see his neighborhood..haha..iya sad ko gipakita..He was smoking at that time..The funny thing is that, he always carries his laptop with him whatever he does and everywhere he goes but except sa CR huh..LOL..then he goes back to his room nasad and even he gets something sa ref he carries it.haha..then hangtod na lingaw nami ug chat and ang time sad ga dagan i told him to eat na, so he decided to cook mura sad ko naa didto kay ga tan aw ko nya while he was cooking and he let me saw his breakfast he had eggs and jelly(its kinda yogurt)..yuck!hahah..Then, we started viewing eachother napud sa webcam, but the worst thing sad is everytime naa siya visitor iya ko ipakita..LOL mauwaw sad ko oi..hahha..There was one time, naa iyang SGT.(Sergeant) di ka malain gi interview pa ko!Tiny was my traslator during that time..haha..Then sugos nasad mi ug call call each other sa YM..From that time on, my feelings for him came back!wwhheeww for sooo long...hahah..Especially now na he looks good and not skinny anymore.I even call him tambokikoy:)..Before,wala kay ko na feel nya but now i really don't know why felt something this way..haha no joke!If there are times na di mi maka chat kay i'll miss him..haha..All i have to do is watch his videos in youtube..hehe..Especially now,double na iyang work Sushi bus boy siya in the morning and he will go straight to Masato Restaurant where Head Chef siya didto :)..After na dri sa Cebu and Gabie nasad kaayo sa ilaha mi maka chat.time napud nya mag rest and go to sleep but at least maka chat mi gamay..hehe..maluoy nalang gud ko nya kay dawn na cya maka tug and sayo pa cya mo mata for tomorow :)..I felt do happy when one time i cant fall asleep mga 3AM nato ni kalit lang cya ug message sa YM,i was shocked man gni ato na time kay naa siya.I asked him why naa siya he told me he drove home coz it was his break..he asked for my cam and i asked his..kadiyot ra kaayo to wala abtig 20 mins. or 15..LOL..One time, he called me we talked about his coming back being an Army..He asked me why di ko ganhan and why i keep on sending him a sad face na emoticons..He doent know i will miss him so much..We had a nice conversation na..ug sa dihang ni ring ang phone,nya it was my BF who called..iyang gi butang ang phone..and sent me"tiwasa lang na inyo talk sa imo BF ok?"and i told him"wait"he replied "ok lang"and that was the last message he sent i keep on buzzing him..but still no answer and he turned his YM off..:( ..To think kadiyot ra mi nag talk sa akong BF ato.Then, i think sugod ato mura siyag ni change ni samot ug panagsa nami mag talk or mag chat.And the most worst thing is, I knew he'll be going back being an Army:(..But now, i think sayo sayo na sad siya ma uli and maka chat nasad mi ug taas taas.I understand man sad na busy siya..All my status message sa YM gud is all for him..hehe..The day when he told me his coming back sa iyang army stuff,honestly, i felt like crying..Aw I was crying na jud diay oi,but not that much,I cried because Im gonna miss him and again he will be gone for how many years!:(

hahay..could anyone tell me what does this mean???hahahah

it's all because of him..... :)

his the YOU actually..hahahah

my TAMBOKIKOY!! ;)


it all started on March 31, 2009

wwhheewww! this song really strikes me..most especially at my situation right now...the song is titled: Broken Srings by: James Morrison and Nelly Furtado..wow what a nice song..My favorite line is I LOVE YOU A LITTLE LESS THAN BEFORE..wait, let me correct that line my situation right now. Well im already taken to this guy.We are already 3 years and 11 months (wow for that)..well im posting this because wala lang i just wanted to express something..hahah

Well, here it goes...

When we had our two years in our relationship..there i go..i started to be unfaithful..hahah..i really dont know why..maybe because pul-anon ko pag ka tao..mag bisaya lang ko ha,kapuyag english oi dugay kay ko mahuman..hahah..well going back..asa na gni ta?..aw uu..being unfaithful, his so higpit! mura kog walay freedom nya mas grabe pa cya sa akong parents..LOL..and what pisses me off is, everytime manglaag mi sa akong mga friends he wants na naa cya..nya ma ikog ko sa akong mga friends oi..nya kani cya na guy gahi kay pasabton!dugay kay maka sabot as in! his so sensitive!!!and it really iritates me...gamayng sulti nato lainon na ug sabot nya..ahak!In connection sa broken strings na song, i dont love him the way i loved him before..there are times na di nako ganahan or wa nakoy gana..But i really dont know why i cant tell him straight na we need to break up..The reason behind is, everytime i had a problem i always go to him, he knows everything about me and most especially the problem sa among family..and also close nako sa iyng side..actually his my first BF na naka tugkad diri sa amo..heheh..what i like about him is i can tell anything to him and everywhere i want to go and when im with him i feel safe..Maldito man mo sukol man sad..hahah..thats what i like about him..And now, ambot oi wa nakoy gana less na akong na feel nya..WALA NAY SPARK!!boring na..honestly, i really wanted to be single right now!and i mean it...well if ganahan akong BF makig split ok lang..di ko mag mahay sa iyng iingon nko..im afraid man gud na ako ang mo ingon..thats my weakness jud!..hahay..well ill just wait nalang unsay ma happen namo or maybe ill just wait nalang hangtod mo larga mi..hahah..thats why..WE CANT PLAY ON BROKEN STRINGS, WE CANT FEEL ON ANYTHING :(

adz

yiipppeee!!!

i already have my new and first blog spot!!wwoohhooo...actually i decided to make one, but because of my busy schedule i can't make it...and today my friend..my Ex classmate..hahah..Jan Arnaiz had this poll to be answered he gave me a link and i found out that it was his blog spot..hahah...so i decided to make one...and Wahlah! there you go my blog spot...hahah...at least if im bored i can write anything whats on my mind...or in other words i can express anything whats within myself...heheh..feel free to leave a comment..

TeeCee :)