Monday, June 15, 2009 ♥
im wondering where is he right now? suppose to be we always have a chat every night...i really wonder what is he up to? or he does want to chat to me anymore... well actually..yesterday something bad happened :( he told me he had a lot of problems...so i let him pour all his the things running in his mind..what i mean is, things that gave him a headache...so i told him why wont you spill it out?...at first he said sorry....i was shocked...and asked him sorry for what? from there, he started to share what is bothering on his mind...he told me, he saw his ex :( ...okay????..then go om i told him...he said, he doesn't understand what he felt at that point when he saw his ex...so i asked him what does that feeling mean? i know there's something..he said, something he can't explain, that's why it really bothers on his mind..so i asked him in a different way i asked him to rate in a scale of 1-10 he answered 5..[wtf!]..at that point, i was like [boom!!!]..come on 5???? so its a yes and a no..right? its neutral its in the middle....so meaning there's a possibility that will happen...well, come on it's too obvious right?! that he still likes his ex...i know i shouldn't be feeling like this..coz i know were just friends :( ..but i told him what if i wanna gonna far?he said..adz! pls don't..im scarred...my problem is....its not all the time, were always like this..you know what i mean????..this is not forever..yes i admit i already like him! he told he'll not gonna leave, his always there for me [don's worry adz im always here]..but what if, time will come he already found someone and his happy would his life...[wtf!] i know im selfish at this point..coz i have my boyfriend with me...but but..i cant help this feeling towards him!!![wtf!].....waaaaaaaaaaahh how am i gonna accept it?! if that time comes?!?!?!?!? see??? [wtf!] and right now ive been waiting for him for the whole day.... :( but sadly no Ronnie James o. Pepito whose online just for a second..no offline message, no text message and no call from him.... :( ...am i expecting for nothing? or shall i say am i wasting my time???? :( waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
♥love me or hate me, baby
@ 7:46 AM
Biography.
come to know me, come & get to know me.
The name is BLUE ZIRCON. ZIRCON : Brilliant but misunderstood.
I'm in love
i am the author of my life
i am nowhere near perfect
i surf the net when im bored
i fall for boys
i am vulnerable to believe in lies
im hoping that one day i wont need a fake smile
i have best friends and enemies
i have drama and memories
(and thats my life)
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Monday, June 15, 2009 ♥
im wondering where is he right now? suppose to be we always have a chat every night...i really wonder what is he up to? or he does want to chat to me anymore... well actually..yesterday something bad happened :( he told me he had a lot of problems...so i let him pour all his the things running in his mind..what i mean is, things that gave him a headache...so i told him why wont you spill it out?...at first he said sorry....i was shocked...and asked him sorry for what? from there, he started to share what is bothering on his mind...he told me, he saw his ex :( ...okay????..then go om i told him...he said, he doesn't understand what he felt at that point when he saw his ex...so i asked him what does that feeling mean? i know there's something..he said, something he can't explain, that's why it really bothers on his mind..so i asked him in a different way i asked him to rate in a scale of 1-10 he answered 5..[wtf!]..at that point, i was like [boom!!!]..come on 5???? so its a yes and a no..right? its neutral its in the middle....so meaning there's a possibility that will happen...well, come on it's too obvious right?! that he still likes his ex...i know i shouldn't be feeling like this..coz i know were just friends :( ..but i told him what if i wanna gonna far?he said..adz! pls don't..im scarred...my problem is....its not all the time, were always like this..you know what i mean????..this is not forever..yes i admit i already like him! he told he'll not gonna leave, his always there for me [don's worry adz im always here]..but what if, time will come he already found someone and his happy would his life...[wtf!] i know im selfish at this point..coz i have my boyfriend with me...but but..i cant help this feeling towards him!!![wtf!].....waaaaaaaaaaahh how am i gonna accept it?! if that time comes?!?!?!?!? see??? [wtf!] and right now ive been waiting for him for the whole day.... :( but sadly no Ronnie James o. Pepito whose online just for a second..no offline message, no text message and no call from him.... :( ...am i expecting for nothing? or shall i say am i wasting my time???? :( waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
♥love me or hate me, baby
@ 7:46 AM
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Name Ely ♥
Location Singapore
Bio Hi everyone, pleasure to meet you. You're stucked at my blog atm. To exit, click the X on the top-right corner of your screen. Yes, that one in red.
You can actually place your music codes here too.
The navigation will not interrupt your song, it'll continuous play :)
Mixpod.com or YouTube.com probably?
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