around 3AM...something pushed me to tell "him" something i really wanted to say...i didn't control myself at that time, and i dont know why...i never felt fear or shall i say i was damn strong to blew it...the fact is i really dont know what made me decide to text him, im not used to throw these words at him and now ive done it.... here it goes:


ging naa ko sulti nimo di ni sa ingon na ganahan ko na mag buwag ta or naa ko lain or di na ko gnahan nmo..ayaw ni lainag sabot mo sulti ta ko nimo pag gahapon pa..ug maka kita ka ug lain na mas OK nko..ok lang nko,basin mas deserving cya nmo..di ko malain bahalag sakit dawaton nko..ni sulti ra ko nimo ani ging..and if magkita ta or mag kasturya..sample inig ka monday mo anha ko di ko gs2 na ato ni sturyahan or mo ask ka nako ani..ibutang lang na mura rag wa lng..bsta mao ni ako ingon nimo...


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