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tell me why you're so hard to forget;

Thursday, October 29, 2009 12:52 AM

is so damn confused!!!!


gggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr short time left!!!

i have to decide whether im going to take the short term course which is EFFCOM
or i have to go to work...well actually...i really have to go got work..but i also wanted to go to school..yeah i admit partly because of him!let me clarify..PARTLY!!!!
i also miss my friends... :) ...hahaha thats the funny side..before i didnt want or love school this much...now look?!?! it seems like im paranoid in going to school! hahah......mine is.. if im going to proceed effcom it might get conflict when i get to work, we all know its shifting right???....

so that's it...im really confused!!!! aarrrrrgghhh!!!

Sunday, October 25, 2009 10:11 PM

my new obsession :)


well theres this new guy!!! we've been classmates for errrr four subjects this college.. yah i admit i have this slight feeling that i had before i think that was way back...when i was at my first year level at college and first subject mi nag ka classmate!!! grrrrr....but SLIGHT lang gyud..im already aware na he already had a girlfriend!!! i really don't understand i felt for him today is way different than before!! it all started pag acquaintance party!!!grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

i want to get him out of my head!!! i think he's already aware that theres something...
i even sent him a quote last night...I wish there was a recipe for getting you out of my head :[ ...

Wednesday, August 5, 2009 6:45 AM

my weakness is i cared to much!! :(


i hate you

RONNIE JAMES OYANGUREN PEPITO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what have you done to me?!?!?!?!?
i didn't expect this to happen!!!!!!!

damn you!!!

Thursday, July 16, 2009 12:56 AM

and im closing my door


waaahh!!! di nako animal!!!

i didn't expect you've done this to me!! i thought ako ra?! LOL..hahah
i know were done for the past weeks..but i saw this picture at the slut's profile!
you two were cuddling with each other!!! what the fuck!!! yeah i admit i get jealous..[yeah yeah whatever!]..hahha...but i was really mad and i wanna blast! im hands are shivering!!! nag lagot ko kay at that picture kay kami pa adto?! and he told me na sila ra daw duha sa iyang manghud unya the next is kuyug ang barkada ni eson..lain lain na ang rason!! and i found out theres this slut!!! they even have a picture na i think ga kiss or something!?!?!? and i was like!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!

wala man gni ko naka ingon ana! kayasa doh!!! bagag nawng..and he told me na binuang ra nya?! what the!!! di ko mo tuo oi!!! and that picture was taken long time ago! and the other bad side is he didn't do it a the first time but many times [he told me!] i was only expecting two..but he told me many times already?!?! see how stupid he is?! yeah i know im also one..hahah...

well anyway dont want to talk about that again!! coz its making my blood boil to death!!! LOL .... and really i mean it! im closing my door!!!!

Thursday, June 18, 2009 9:26 AM

i just cant get you out of my head


arrghhhhhhhh!!! whats wrong with me?!?!?..can someone help me please??? [LOL]

he keeps on running on me head...and i can't take it.. :(
wondering how is he doing right now? or is he fine....yeah! honestly i miss those days e had a long conversation here at the net..even we haven't meet up..i just couldn't understand what is he hiding? or shall i say refuse to chat with me?? he neglected me this past days...it really bothers me a lot!!! as in...i can't stop thinking have i done wrong????....well all i want is, if doesn't want to talk with me..then tell me frankly its ok...i know it hurts but ill accept it...rather than carrying this burden inside my head...[lol]


aarrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh!! i miss him...but the question is,does he miss me too?!?!

Monday, June 15, 2009 10:03 PM

killing me softly


wtf!!!!! ok im paranoid right now!!!
this is really killing me!!!.....where the fuck is he?!?!?!?


if he want this way..well he should tell me frankly..i know how to understand and i know how to let go, i have to accept it even it hurts.. :( .... but in this kind of situation...its like your hiding!! i checked your friendster account and your last log-in was 24 hrs!!!! how come?!?!?!??! you never logged in at yahoo messenger and at facebook...i was really waiting!!!! but dang! you didn't appear :( ...i know your just there maybe you turned it to invisible......plssssssssss don't do this!!! your really killing me!!!

all i want is a smooth talk :( :( :(

7:46 AM

does this mean the end?


im wondering where is he right now?

suppose to be we always have a chat every night...i really wonder what is he up to?
or he does want to chat to me anymore...

well actually..yesterday something bad happened :(

he told me he had a lot of problems...so i let him pour all his the things running in his mind..what i mean is, things that gave him a headache...so i told him why wont you spill it out?...at first he said sorry....i was shocked...and asked him sorry for what?

from there, he started to share what is bothering on his mind...he told me, he saw his ex :( ...okay????..then go om i told him...he said, he doesn't understand what he felt at that point when he saw his ex...so i asked him what does that feeling mean? i know there's something..he said, something he can't explain, that's why it really bothers on his mind..so i asked him in a different way i asked him to rate in a scale of 1-10 he answered 5..[wtf!]..at that point, i was like [boom!!!]..come on 5???? so its a yes and a no..right? its neutral its in the middle....so meaning there's a possibility that will happen...well, come on it's too obvious right?! that he still likes his ex...i know i shouldn't be feeling like this..coz i know were just friends :( ..but i told him what if i wanna gonna far?he said..adz! pls don't..im scarred...my problem is....its not all the time, were always like this..you know what i mean????..this is not forever..yes i admit i already like him! he told he'll not gonna leave, his always there for me [don's worry adz im always here]..but what if, time will come he already found someone and his happy would his life...[wtf!] i know im selfish at this point..coz i have my boyfriend with me...but but..i cant help this feeling towards him!!![wtf!].....waaaaaaaaaaahh how am i gonna accept it?! if that time comes?!?!?!?!? see??? [wtf!]

and right now ive been waiting for him for the whole day.... :(
but sadly no Ronnie James o. Pepito whose online just for a second..no offline message, no text message and no call from him.... :( ...am i expecting for nothing? or shall i say am i wasting my time???? :(

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!



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